مدونة

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I guess now you are trying to get things back to the way they were

Stop trying , you’re wasting your time

Do you think I’m that easy ?

Are you playing with me ?

Are you tired of backstabbing , and searching for a new thing to do ?

You might think it would work with me , 'cause you used to look down on me

I don’t blame you for that , I deserve that look you gave me

'Cause I was stupid !

But I’ve worked on myself while you were out of my life , and I’m not the same anymore

I can forgive you , but I will never forget what did to me

Long time ago , I used to die every time I looked you in the eyes

And now i can look in your eyes and even smile as if nothing happened

'Cause I don’t hate any more,

I’m not doing it for you , I’m doing it for myself

To forgive and never forget , that’s what a peaceful life means to me

I’m being carefully nice to you

So don’t get me wrong

Your nothing but an old friend that I’m still thankful for

Because of the good things you did for me long time ago

So just accept it the way it is , and don’t try to do anything

'Cause nothing will change .

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Sometimes I question myself , is it coldness that’s inside of my soul ?

Because if it is , I’m enjoying it with a wicked smile =)