مدونة

Keep on blocking my way..

Beat me, lock me out of the world and try your hardest to break my joyful spirit..

You have certainely missed my laughters, it's probable that you'll miss them forever.

As a normal human being, i might end up affected by all that..

I might get to...

Cry all the time, lose my balance and flexibility skills and simply get fat while watching all my sporty efforts go to waste.

I might surrender and sleep all day just to forget what's been controlling my life.

..

But i will definitely make sure that this will nither last, nor take the best of me.

I'll keep fighting inside my heart until i figure out some ways to stay alive.

eventually -thanks to you- i have succeeded and done that perfectly..

i read books i thought i'd never finish,

i've written down all my feelings and filled the blog i thought will be forgotten..

and now i started drawing all the things you thought you could take away from me, imagning myself doing

them got me in a really good mood,

Despite the fact that i used to hate drawing!

I guess i'm still good at handling pain.

I've always been able to take big amounts of pain and tolerat them.

No it's not for you to see,

It's only to prove to myself that i'm a tough fearless survivor that can creat life and hapiness out of

nothing.

You took nothing from me,

I didn't allow you to do so.

Though i had nothing to lose, i made you believe that i did.

Yeah i play dirty sometimes,

'cause being good is not always a big fun.

However, from what i see..

you've lost your life trying to steal mine.And i'm winning while i'm still locked in your so called "cage" .