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I guess now you are trying to get things back to the way they were

Stop trying , you’re wasting your time

Do you think I’m that easy ?

Are you playing with me ?

Are you tired of backstabbing , and searching for a new thing to do ?

You might think it would work with me , 'cause you used to look down on me

I don’t blame you for that , I deserve that look you gave me

'Cause I was stupid !

But I’ve worked on myself while you were out of my life , and I’m not the same anymore

I can forgive you , but I will never forget what did to me

Long time ago , I used to die every time I looked you in the eyes

And now i can look in your eyes and even smile as if nothing happened

'Cause I don’t hate any more,

I’m not doing it for you , I’m doing it for myself

To forgive and never forget , that’s what a peaceful life means to me

I’m being carefully nice to you

So don’t get me wrong

Your nothing but an old friend that I’m still thankful for

Because of the good things you did for me long time ago

So just accept it the way it is , and don’t try to do anything

'Cause nothing will change .

..

Sometimes I question myself , is it coldness that’s inside of my soul ?

Because if it is , I’m enjoying it with a wicked smile =)

drawn by my wonderful best friend: Basma Mariki



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That's what I get to look like when I'm burning inside

When someone hurts me ..

I hated you .. and now I don't care about you

Go on .. hurt me !

And I'll make you cry ..

I'll make you feel the bitterness of my pain ..

Go on .. lose me !

And I'll enjoy watching .. !

Hating you never got me weaker

My sister always tell me ,,

That Hate is a reason of getting higher !

.......

I wonder .. how do you feel right now ?

I guess you're burning .. while watching me getting higher !

I'm ugly like hell when I'm hurt ..

And I'm beautiful as you can never imagine when i .. LOVE !

I'm a rare jewel ..

It was better not to waste me ..

But you've already LOST ME !!!

And I can tell that you are regretting it !

I'm a new person now

And you are nothing to me ..

Because i always ignore insects .. such as :

YOU !!!!

....

Mariam Tunkar
wrote it weeks ago :S
2011