مدونة

Writing a list of your bad behavior habits? 

Will it lead to a deeper disappointment?

Leaving no space to mention  the good things you did, 'cause you've been doing that long enough. 

What do we have to face, so we could finally change?

There's no shame, in receiving that amount of slaps from dear life, they're forever needed.

You are forced to experience them, for i can't describe it well enough to teach you, it's too much to imagine.

Bowing with guilt is the healthiest for an awaken heart.

That weak heart of yours.. squeeze  it once, the pain will let it breath hardly enough to neglect the dark blood. 

Speak it out and listen carefuly, refresh it, renew it.

Ask yourself: what's the point of imperfection?

Whether you got an answer or not, you'll still have to believe it's true, 

Maybe you'll end up pretending to belive, until you find what proves it.

Wondering about "why" you became this bad, might get you a lot of excuses..

You'll win to some people if you challenged them.

But you are your first enemy , the one that knows all your filthy lies and will never forget them,

The one you'll fail to convince.

The one you will never be able to decieve. 

An empty heart won't help..

Neither does a full one..

Try this out,  help me out if you got a better way:

Just pretend .. That you are a strong, polite, dependable and a great hero.

While admitting in the depth of your heart that you're not.

And believe that even still, you can do most of what the imagonary heroes do.

Let only yourself, know about the beast that's inside of you, so that it won't come out bragging!